The past few days have been so confusing and frustrating. Not that I am in a position to complain, I'm sure the ones hurting the most are the boys, but the foundations of the group are inevitably their fans. The lawsuit still hasn't been resolved and 호민 have already released their album, continuing on the group name. On the eve of their comeback, 수 apparently tweeted something directed at 호's Thanks To and then his tweet triggered a spiral of fuels adding to the already burning flame of fan wars. Fans will never know the truth but at least I think they deserve an answer. Why did 수 not explain when questioned the following day; knowing that his tweet would cause misunderstandings? I wish 호민 had twitter just so they could express their thoughts too. I understand that maybe they think silence for now is the best because it is their time to comeback, but either way, in the end fans want to know their side of things. Not from an SM rep or anybody else...honest answers from 호민 themselves. JYJ and 호민...they are supposed to be temporary subunits of 동방신기 but right now it seems that they are slipping further apart...further away from the chance of being able to perform together...to be able to stand on the same stage...to share both tears and joys.

Some misunderstandings have definitely happened and with the boys not being able to contact each other, how are these things going to be resolved? Obviously not via twitter, cyworld, or any other online networking sites. Misunderstandings will only get worse through lack of communication, and cause other misunderstandings that affect not only the boys, but the people around them. What are they going to do? Having 'known' the boys (to some extent) for almost a decade, with all this happening is just like watching a bad fight withing your group of close friends. It feels like you're stuck in the middle of both sides and you don't know what to do. You just get mixed emotions: pissed off that the boys had such a strong bond that turned so fragile, worried about how stressed the boys may be, and then finally realising you can't do anything but patiently wait and silently support them. It really is a drama being played before your eyes, worse thing is that whilst all the internal conflict is happening, fans who were once fans of all 5 are wavering onto their own bias. Cassiopeia are the pillars of support for the 5. We can't start to waver during the time they need us the most. But, I guess if fans aren't getting answers, and with all the rumours and controversies going around, fans will lose confidence.

I remember the boys said, "don't believe the words of anyone but our own" and I'm sure the day 호민 will have to speak up will come sooner or later.

The boys have to stay strong and have faith in one another, just like how their fans are keeping faith for them.


Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength~ Jane Addams